Today I didn’t cry … Maybe I cried enough yesterday to last a few days. My eyes were puffy this morning so I wasn’t exactly looking great. Not that it matters, it’s not like I went anywhere. Maybe I should try going to do a yoga class. I just feel so tired all the time that going anywhere seems like such a task. I think it’s also my room being cluttered and not being the way I’d like it to be. It’s not motivating. The clutter in the house is really starting to get to me and there’s nothing I can do. I will focus on my room and at least try to get that in order by Christmas. That way at least by the time I have surgery things will feel more pleasant in my room.
I’m supposed to have my MRI tomorrow but because I had an allergic reaction to the contrast dye I need a prescription before the MRI this time. I emailed my oncologist yesterday and she said she would send a prescription. What does that mean??? Via email? Well there was no email today saying anything. So what do I do? Reschedule the MRI for next week? This is annoying. Everything there seems so disorganized. Frustrating. I emailed her again asking about the prescription and if I get no reply I will call tomorrow morning. I still have to go get the prescription so depending on how far in advance I have to take it the MRI tomorrow night may not work. Ugh.
Oh and my broker still has not made it back here for me to sign back the offer. The thought of having to move in the middle of all this is stressing me out BUT at the same time I’d like to get the place sold and not have to worry about it anymore.