It’s my party and I’ll cry if I want to

Ten days ago was my last day in the office (for now). The funny thing was I started having mixed feelings. It felt strange to be leaving again. I was getting a bit emotional when I was saying goodbye to everyone. I’m not quite sure why … maybe because someone who had breast cancer had recently passed away only a year after treatment, maybe the realization that I’m still not well enough to work full time, maybe feeling like I may never see these people again. I don’t know, maybe a combination of all three. It was unexpected but at the same time expected and understandable. How strange to continue to be overwhelmed with emotion. Now it’s random moments where I don’t know what to do when it happens as I’m usually in a situation where I don’t want people to witness the flood of emotion! I guess all I can do is breathe and tell myself whatever I’m feeling is OK. And really who cares if people see me cry, everything I’ve been through is CRY-WORTHY. It’s my party and I’ll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry if I want to, you would cry too if it happened to you!

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