Most of my days are good and then I’ll have a bad one. Like today … Had an argument with my mom which really upset me SIGH. Now my mood is off I don’t feel like doing anything and my brain feels foggy. Of course I was crying being the emotional person that I am. The thing I try to remember is that tomorrow is a new day and that any negative feelings can be left here, today. They do not need to be carried over into the next day, to ruin it. Tomorrow can be a happy, great day if I let it. So I’ll let myself feel hurt and pissed off for another couple of hours and then I’ll do something to cheer myself up. I’m also probably more sensitive right now having been sick for the last three days, which doesn’t help. Life is too short to spend being upset. Yes it happens but I don’t want those upset feelings to linger and spill over into potentially happy days.
Oh and I’m still waiting for my case manager from work to call me regarding my modified work schedule. It needs more modification!
On a sad note a family acquaintance (mom’s friend), her daughter passed away a couple of weeks ago. She was only in her mid 40s and was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer a year ago. Sooo sad. Praying for her family and may she RIP.
SO AGAIN I SAY LIFE IS SHORT, REMEMBER THE THINGS THAT ARE IMPORTANT AND MEANINGFUL TO YOU AND TRY TO SPEND MOST OF YOUR TIME BEING HAPPY. WORRYING DOESN’t SOLVE THE PROBLEM or CHANGE THE FUTURE.