Well it’s the night before chemo #3. Overall I felt pretty good today but of course there’s always that underlying tired feeling. Today I went to my condo and met with Dwight. He decluttered and got things picture ready in no time at all. He was awesome!!! So he’s going to list the condo and do everything for me. I was supposed to do things and this would have been my first listing and sale but I just don’t have the energy to do it or even think about it. So I’m leaving it to Dwight. The website is http://www.grangerealestate.ca and I would recommend Dwight Grange to everyone! We will see how long it takes my condo to sell and what I get for it.
I got more fall clothes and a few other things I had left there. I miss my place already. I love my place, it was very ME. I honestly really dislike being in Mississauga. I miss being in Toronto, being in the city. It just feels like there’s nowhere to go and nothing to do here. It’s just a different vibe. One that I’m not used to after living in the city for 13 years and working downtown for 17 yrs. it is what it is and there’s nothing I can do. I need to be near my family. I want to be with them right now. It’s comforting. As much as I say my mother frustrates me, I want to be with her, it feels safe and comforting. I really don’t want to be alone and fortunately I don’t have to be.
As usual I’m having some anxiety again. I’ll get through tomorrow and just deal with the week. Then I can focus on my trip to Arizona. I can’t wait! I’ll be at Canyon Ranch in Tucson. I am so looking forward to it!!
I just want all of this to be over. At least after tomorrow chemo will be half over. Let’s not forget the most important part … It’s working and the tumour is shrinking. 😀